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“Profound. Powerful. Personal. Inspiring. To the point of tears. The term ‘servant leadership’ can seem to imply a strategy or a deliberate effort to accommodate while leading. I think — for you — it’s an inescapable way of seeing people, and the world, and the future. I am not sure giants fell. A large agency was disassembled by ‘small men who wanted to feel large’ — and we have seen that USAID was just the first of many ignorant moves they would make. But real giants don’t need anything or anyone else to feel small. They develop ideas and people who expand, who grow, who take the torch and run further. It is my, (by which I mean our) honor to count you as friend and family. This is the beginning.”

Rex Hauck

Author & Leadership Expert

Ms. Effiom presents a rare glimpse into the struggles a leader faces when trying to balance conviction and values against a set of declining odds during a traumatic phase in US Foreign Service. Finally we get a memoir that is both raw and honest about the true emotional cost of being a servant leader during formidable challenges… At a time when the world is seeing the effects of an ‘ends justifying the means’ approach to global strategy, Ms. Effiom presents us with her ‘means justifying the end’ alternative. This is guidance that sounds moral, but Ms. Effiom shows us that a moral approach is no less strong than a top-down hierarchical leadership approach, and one that is far more difficult to execute, but also far more rewarding in the end. I had the rare privilege of working with Ms. Effiom during this phase she presents here, and seeing this approach in action is inspiring.

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Nicholas Enrich Former Acting Assistant Administrator for Global Health, USAID

Wow! What an incredibly honest telling of your experiences during the destruction of USAID, and your description of how the Administration's chaos tore at the fabric of teams and tested leaders was eerily familiar and powerfully told! It made me mad and sad all over again!

Maura Former Deputy Assistant Administrator, USAID

Thank you for sharing such a raw and unvarnished account of leadership in the midst of dismantling not just an agency, but something far more profound in American history. Every former USAID colleague, and those who partnered with us, should read this. There is a piece of all of us in it, and it offers both reflection and quiet inspiration for what comes next. I look forward to continuing the journey with you. I, too, am not finished.

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I couldn't put it down. I needed to stop three times on account of tearing up. A truly strong, raw leadership memoir on the difficulties of being a servant leader through a formidable and traumatic crisis. When I finished it felt like I just got back from a trip to Kigali. My favorite parts were your recipes — a truly creative gem. You have a gift. I am ordering a copy for my 72-year-old mother. We are anxiously awaiting your next one.

Janean

So proud of my sister, Keisha Effiom!! It is an intimate and deeply felt chronicle of USAID's dissolution, imbued with wisdom and enduring lessons in servant leadership — a work that will move you to laughter and to grief, and leave you both enlightened and transformed.

Reader Dakar, Senegal

I just downloaded your book, started reading, and sent notices to family and friends to do the same. Your voice comes through — clear and true. With every word, I feel as if you are sitting in my Dakar apartment sharing your story with me. All my love to you and the extended USAID family.

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